Melange of emotions !!

Sunshine at Niagara Falls ( 2010 )

 Does any relationship have an expiration date ? Like it happens with so many other perishable things,if one stores love with care to save it for a later time,does it perish or expire,specially if forgetten ? Perhaps,relationships do expire when left unattended.With time,they become enshrouded with mold and start to decay without your knowledge..and suddenly they disappear,leaving us thinking of so many things that could have happened or could have been done with little more attention to details,perhaps !! The expiration of a connection is like the end of an era..although they leave us with a melange of emotions-memories and flashbacks,and lots of dejection....And we always muse if it's truly justified to mourn such an expiration- for such a relationship  perhaps was merely the fruits of one's dream or desire..Things we wanted and how we wanted them to happen..Or maybe there was some history to it but that was all there was to it,and such history had no recent past,present or future-But you held on to them as your own anyways... and mourned them when they eventually happened to vanish...Does just holding on to such history,just by force even if there was not even a silk thread stringing them to the present..and not letting them go,make them rightfully ours ? Loss of something which we had lost a long time ago and whatever has been left of it- having been losing the rest of it  in small doses everyday..doesn't really qualify as a sudden loss or expiration....But still,why do we,humans-crave for something which many a times is not befitting or doesn't rightfully  belong to us ? Why don't we allow the spilled liquid to dry and just accept the stain ??!

~ ~ Stuck on you ~ ~

On tiptoes, he came…stealthily…slowly….Gradually walking the sidewalks until he treaded into the main streets of her life …and every cells of her being,even the teeny-tiny ones, soaked him up like a sponge soaks up water and plumps up…He fattened her up with his love and life was never the same as before..It was deeper, heavier and soggy with those special touches…Like the all-encompassing rush of waves on a beach,which sweeps everything away with it, she kept drowning in the those bigger and smaller manifestations which cries out being in love !! Just like a secret hole keeps sneaking out stuffs,much to one’s annoyance,her life was full albeit the presence of one big surreptitious hollow- One which can only be plugged shut by the multi-dimensional magic called love.. and shut it did !!

And she felt like ~ ~  ~ ~

When it rains...I imagine it wetting ur lips like drops of water on a rose ~

The smell of long-awaited raindrops on the parched earth reminds me of u...

The twilight, with it's orange-pink hue....tries to brighten my world..but why do I still miss u ?  The starlit night , is always so lonely even with thousands of stars smiling down at me …

And the moon .....

Ohh..It proves once again -nothing can be beautiful on it's own..

For beauty lies in the eyes of a beholder….

Words come to my mind but it feels like my quill is dried off ink ….

Why am I at a loss of words? Is it ur memories or ur absence ?

The presence of ur absence makes everything so distinct…..

That I can hear my heart crying….my breath sighing, my soul pining for u ...

So come back once again..

And let those smells mingle and be one to me..

So that stars don’t mock me and the moon ....

So that words come flowing ..

So that I can fly on the wings of love ~ ~

And when you are here,  the twilight will seem faded and bleached ......

Because of the color of ur love which will paint my world with all the vibrance of  passion and bliss !!

You see…I’m stuck on you….eternally ~ ~

Adios to an affinity !!

Although it is said “ parting is such sweet sorrow “, it’s not always true…All the partings are not sweet, because most of them don’t ensure us that we’ll meet again !! We spend so much time in building up a relationship with someone, and then although it’s not lost completely, it’s lessened by a remarkable level when there is a separation…A relationship- an intricate weaving of love,thoughts,memories ..Why do we build them when we might have to lose them eventually ?

When you fall in love, you fall heels over head….And then sometimes you lose that love…You may be happy again, but you never forget !! Although time- the great healer passes over you, it doesn’t always heal and neither lets you forget…And, everytime you fall in love again, it’ll be because something in the person reminds you of your lost love…

A relationship is not always judged by the length of time but by the magnitude of feelings…And parting with someone whom you might have known for years might be sometimes easier than parting with a friend of a few days !!